
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Standing in the Sidelines
At least once in your life, maybe quite often, you are on the sidelines-
just...........watching.
just.......standing.
Watching the one you love get hurt or make a fool of himself or not realize what's right in front of him.
just...........watching.
just.......standing.
Wondering why you fell for him in the first place. Wondering how you can get out of it-but you know you can't.
just...........watching.
just.......standing.
You can't do anything about it, except, MAYBE, hope its just passes.
And then one day its happens and you think the whole world is at your hands-but all you get is a broken heart again again AGAIN. Just a cycle that can't be broken.
OR
You can do what i did and BREAK it!
I realized he wasn't the one for me and I let him go. If it weren't for that painful decision I made I would not have realized who I am and why I had wanted someone like that in the first place.
Because many times love is blind. And when you finally clean the looking glass and look-you see something that wasn't there before.
Now I am not just watching OR just standing. But I am making something of myself. I am glad I am single. I won't get hurt, I won't have distractions, and I won't have a heavy weight on my shoulders.
And now he's the one
just...........watching.
just.......standing.
♥our lips must always be sealed
8:02 PM
Standing in the Snow
[it's snowing outside...]
Why is snow white?I've always wondered this.... I mean I've always known the science behind it: when you shave ice it has a kind of off white color, well that shaved ice is snow.
But what I mean is WHY is snow white?? Out of all the colors in the rainbow God could have chosen from--he chose white.
Purity.
Clean.
Happy.
When you're outside standing in the snow waiting for your train or you're inside rocking on the rocking chair knitting staring out the window, it looks the same.
I think of when I was a toddler and used to make snow angels in my backyard.
I think of Christmas and sitting by the warm fireplace just looking at the window wondering the magical mystery of.....snow.
Whether I am shoveling snow or playing in it, I always have a sense of relief and relaxation. Just going outside to watch as the snow puts the streets and house to sleep with a blanket of purity. I love it.
In the snow....
just there
just watching
just standing.
~brianna <3
on a snowy day in february
Labels: reason, snow, white
♥our lips must always be sealed
12:43 PM